I have no rules yet. I’m not trying to make sense of any kind. This is just practice. I’m not used to having a solid place to put my thoughts because I’ve used different journals and notebooks for years now, and I feel like they’ve always gotten clogged up and confusing and I’ve never felt happy with them. It’s always felt mismanaged.

Now, I need to get used to reaching for this webpage when I have something to say? I guess I could, that could be interesting. I needed a place to be able to put my art and discoveries, be able to discuss things with others maybe. (Even though, I know the internet is vast, and the likelihood of meeting anyone with like-minded sensibilities is scarce.) I’m a weirdo and I’ve always been stretched way too thin.

There are just so many cool things to know. I am too eclectic for sense, sometimes. I’m a grab bag of archetypes and cliches, with a spattering of my own vibrant soul shine layered under it all.

I used to be obsessed with the notion of Atlantis, discovering something nobody had ever been able to actually find before. I got into reading books way outside of my ken, and would wonder whether I could access in dreams the secrets and hidden mechanisms of the ancient temples, that I would someday be able to explore the depths in reality.

Clearly that was not meant to be.

Yet, in other ways, I’ve been following those particular snarls of thread for all the intervening years since.

I’ve not been feeling particularly brave lately. This seems like a step in the right direction, reaching out to connect in a way that’s heretofore been unexplored. I’m nervous about the outcomes, and I’m worried that I’m going to ruin it for myself by trying to do too many damn things at once.

I can’t be focused on monetization or anything like that at this point in time. I purely need a place to share my thoughts, a place that won’t be easily lost or put away and forgotten about. If I review these pages regularly and build up my strength slowly, then maybe someday I’ll have a handful of people who give a single shit about what I do. But for now, I’m keeping things neutral. Doing my best. This is just an experiment, and potentially a place for my future kids and their friends to peruse thru, go wow, or just laugh at the ridiculousness. IK’m not here to take myself seriously, this is only a matter of Life and Death, after all.

I’m interested in ART, in all its many forms. I believe we have come here to manifest our imagination into reality. I’m interested in the dirt, the flow of time, the rotting hubris of man ascending the backwards escalator of Fate. It’s all inside, and I’m going to pull it apart, seam by slimy seam, until I reveal the hidden glee buried beneath…

If anyone in the entire world is reading this freeform entry, bless your aching heart. I love you for what you are, and on some level our vibrations are singing fiercely at the moonlight, in harmless harmony.